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63 Days
02:20
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Today I woke up for the 63rd day in a row, wondering why I hadn't killed myself yet
Nothing's getting better and no one seems to care and I'm starting to wonder what I'm waiting for
I don't know if I'm more scared of death or of life
I'm terrified of normality but I don't know if I'm ready to die
So fucking coooooooooooooold
(oh fuck man)
I am worthless
I am a waste
I am no one to anybody
Today I walked the streets for the 63rd day in a row, wondering why I even bothered leaving home
Nothing's getting better and no one seems to care
I'm surrounded by familiar faces but I'm all alone
I've burned all my bridges and I've run out of friends
I feel like all I've got now is this paper and this pen
I dream of dying more than any kid ever should
I feel defeated
I've got a note and I've got a fucking plan
Now all I need is one more reason
I dream of death more than any kid ever should
I dream of death.
Today I went to sleep for the 63rd night in a row and prayed to a god that I don't believe in
I prayed and I prayed and I begged and I begged for one more fucking reason
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Fruit Loops & Coffee
04:01
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Legacy
04:29
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Ill never forget you!
Ill never forget You!
My mind still struggles with the fact that you are gone
I will admit it feels like you just left yesterday
and when i think of all the times we used to spend together it brings tears to my eyes!
Ill never forget the fight you fought
Ill never forget how long
I am so lost forever
Blah!
Ill never forget the fight you fought your memory remains
your memory remains!
Ill never forget how long, your legacy lives on
Your legacy lives on!
I wont forget you!
I wont forget you!
Everyday was a battle you never gave up you never showed weakness you inspired me, you inspired me to be everything i can be your being your existence it lives on in me!
Ill never forget the fight you fought
Ill never forget how long
I am so lost forever
Blah!
Ill never forget the fight you fought your memory remains
Ill never forget how long, your legacy lives on
I wont forget you!
I wont forget you!
Ill never forget the fight you fought
Ill never forget how long
your memory remains
your legacy lives on
Yea!
your memory remains
your legacy lives on
your memory remains
your legacy lives on
you will not die!
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In God We Trust
03:27
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I keep falling in this endless hole
There's still hope
Still a way out
Show yourself
Help me out of this death trap
I see your hands ready to rescue
My hope grows, Will I survive?
A face appears, the face of death
Your goal is to go to Heaven You fear hell
Without misery there's no peace
Your goal is to suffer in complete comfort
A killer a liar a fake
A killer a liar a fake
We live to die, We suffer to live
We smile to suffer, We die to smile
Your goal is to go to Heaven, You fear hell
Without misery there's no peace
Your goal is to suffer in complete comfort
So we say in god we trust
In the end it comes down to this
A killer A liar A fake
You're fake
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5. |
Things & Stuff
03:43
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