63 Days

from LEGACY by the Shadow of Heaven

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Today I woke up for the 63rd day in a row, wondering why I hadn't killed myself yet
Nothing's getting better and no one seems to care and I'm starting to wonder what I'm waiting for

I don't know if I'm more scared of death or of life
I'm terrified of normality but I don't know if I'm ready to die

So fucking coooooooooooooold
(oh fuck man)

I am worthless
I am a waste
I am no one to anybody

Today I walked the streets for the 63rd day in a row, wondering why I even bothered leaving home
Nothing's getting better and no one seems to care
I'm surrounded by familiar faces but I'm all alone

I've burned all my bridges and I've run out of friends
I feel like all I've got now is this paper and this pen

I dream of dying more than any kid ever should
I feel defeated
I've got a note and I've got a fucking plan
Now all I need is one more reason

I dream of death more than any kid ever should

I dream of death.

Today I went to sleep for the 63rd night in a row and prayed to a god that I don't believe in
I prayed and I prayed and I begged and I begged for one more fucking reason

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from LEGACY, released December 14, 2013

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